Day #1

I have been blessed with being a mother for almost 10 years now, yet not a day goes by that I don’t question “Do I even know what I’m doing?” – These questions are more often than not raised in moments of hiding in my closet eating chocolate, trying to gather my thoughts for a moment. 

We study for months to pass a test to learn to drive. Some study for years at universities to pass tests to work their dream jobs. 

Yet 10 years ago my husband at the time and I simply walked out of a hospital holding a tiny baby boy, a life, a future, and just hoped for the best. No training, No education on raising a baby 101. Just “Congratulations and good luck!”

It has been quite the journey from there to here, but one thing i have realised is that we are not in control, and that’s ok. God made a plan for us, To be who we are, where we are right now. 

We may not like every aspect of our journey and that’s ok too.  When things are tough just remember God gives us the strength to get through anything.