Special holidays can amplify your pain. I pray for you. I pray that “according to the riches of His glory he may grant you to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner person and that Christ may dwell in your hearts” Eph.3:16-17 “That you may know what is the hope to which He has called you… the glorious inheritance…which He accomplished in Christ when He raised Him from the dead …Eph.1:18-20.